Introspective !!!

Every one tells me you don’t deserve me, they are right you don’t deserve me I deserve you. I am sorry about never trusting you, I am sorry for always hurting you, I am sorry I can’t be who you want me to be, I am sorry I can’t be perfect, I am sorry for our past experiences, I am sorry I can’t be your dream boy, what I am aiming for is: I am sorry I am not good enough to be with you. I really miss you. Sometimes you think you’ve gotten over someone but when you see them smile you suddenly realize your just pretending you got over them to erase the pain of knowing they will never be yours. It takes a minute to find someone special a day to love them, and a life time to forget them. The worst way to miss someone is to have them sitting right next to you and knowing you can’t have them. Someday you’ll love me the way I love you. Someday you’ll miss me the way I miss you. Someday you’ll want me but I won’t want you.


Think twice …!

That girl has trust issues? Well, she’s been lied to & made to believe she isn’t worth the truth. That girl has jealousy issues? Well, she’s been told other girls were just friends & had to find out they were more than that. That girl has an attitude problem? Well, she’s been abused & had to put make up on her bruises to hide them. That girl has emotional problems? Well, she’s been used for sex & left alone to feel like a fool for catching feelings. That girl is selfish? Well, she’s given so much of herself just to be left with nothing in the end. That girl is a bitch? Well, she was a nice girl & what she got in return was her kindness being taken advantaged of. So, before you think of a girl in a certain way, know that there are reasons why she is the way she is….

Them Moments

Them moments where no music is being

played , no words are being said , No noise is being made , but in your head a million thoughts, memories, laughs , let downs , old friends & new friends are being thought about.. And that whiff of silence just makes it seem like god is looking right at you along with the whole world listening in on what your thinking…

Strange Clouds

Before I met you,

I felt that I couldn’t love anyone,

That nobody would be able to fill the void in my heart,

But that all changed when I met you…

Then I came to realize you were always on my mind.

You’re funny and sweet,

You make me laugh and smile,

You take away all my anger and sadness,

You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen,

More beautiful than any flower that I have ever seen.

You made me weak when I talked to you,

Then I started to write poems about you,

Now, I have come to realize that I am Hopelessly in love with you.