Hello From Spain (Robbery)

I can’t reverse it..?
It was a gift and a curse.

And now I’m drinkin’ too much, so I’ma talk with a slur…!

Last time I saw you, it ended in a blur.

I woke up in a hearse !

You said, “You loved me first”

One thing my mom told me was : “Never let your woman know when you’re insecure”

So I put Gucci on the fur…!

And I put my wrist on iceberg…

One thing my heart tells me is…

“Flex on a ho every time they’re insecure”

I guess you came through, I’m running from you. Is your love for real?

Is your love really true?

You let me know love is not the answer.

I love to do drugs so mind my manners.

I get high when you don’t decide to answer.

Phone home, I need to phone home.

I’m throwing rocks at your window, I need to go home.

I don’t wanna leave!

I just wanna be with you…

Only… You !

You gave me the runaround…

I really hate the runaround…

You really got me paranoid…

I always keep a gun around…

You always give me butterflies…

When you come around… ( You know who you are )

P.S.

She told me put my heart in the bag…
And nobody gets hurt….

Now I’m running from her love, I’m not fast!

So I’m making it worse.

Now I’m digging up a grave, from my past.
“I’m a whole different person…”

It’s a gift and a curse…
But I cannot reverse it!

P.S.S

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𝕀𝔻𝔼𝕄 𝕃𝕀𝔽𝔼

I went down to the river,

I set down on the bank.

I tried to think but couldn’t,

So I jumped in and sank.

I came up once and hollered!

I came up twice and cried!

If that water hadn’t a-been so cold

I might’ve sunk and died.

But it was Cold in that water! It was cold!

I took the elevator

Sixteen floors above the ground.

I thought about my baby

And thought I would jump down.

I stood there and I hollered!

I stood there and I cried!

If it hadn’t a-been so high

I might’ve jumped and died.

But it was High up there! It was high!

So since I’m still here livin’,

I guess I will live on.

I could’ve died for love—

But for livin’ I was born

Though you may hear me holler,

And you may see me cry—

I’ll be dogged, sweet baby,

If you gonna see me die.

Life is fine! Fine as wine! Life is fine!

𝕃𝕆𝕍𝔼, ℙ𝔸𝔼𝔻𝔼𝕌𝕏

𝕋ℍ𝔼 𝕊𝕋ℝ𝔼𝔼𝕋

It’s a long and silent street.

I walk in the dark and trip and fall

and get up and step blindly

on the mute stones and dry leaves

and someone behind me is also walking:

if I stop, he stops;

if I run, he runs. I turn around: no one.

Everything is black, there is no exit,

and I turn and turn corners

that always lead to the street

where no one waits for me, no one follows,

where I follow a man who trips

and gets up and says when he sees me: no one.

𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕖, ℙ𝔸ℝ𝔼𝔻𝔼𝕌𝕏

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I open my eyes…

I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light.

I can’t remember how?

I can’t remember why!

I’m lying here tonight.

And I can’t stand the pain..

And I can’t make it go away…

How could this happen to me?

I made my mistakes…

I’ve got no where to run…

The night goes on…

As I’m fading away…

I’m sick of this life!

I just wanna scream!

How could this happen to me?

Everybody’s screaming.

I try to make a sound but no one hears me.

I’m slipping off the edge.

I’m hanging by a thread.

I wanna start this over again.

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered…

And I can’t explain what happened?

And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done.

No I can’t…

P.D.

Aye! Y’all,

I will be AWOL for 3 days due to a COACHELLA FESTIVAL 2019.

So please follow or add me on my Social Media. Thanx

𝙰𝚖𝚘𝚜 : 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘𝚡𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗666

𝙸𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚖 : 𝚙_𝚊_𝚛_𝚎_𝚍_𝚎_𝚞_𝚡_

𝚃𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛 : 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚍𝚎𝚞𝚡1

𝙵𝚊𝚌𝚎𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔 : Paredeux D’Alessandro

I will keep doing live videos, like last year.

Lᴏsᴛ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ

ℙ𝔸ℝ𝔼𝔻𝔼𝕌𝕏

How you doing sweetheart? hey-you, know these last few months we`ve been, Togetha, have been so right and I`m just so happy for what we share… I`ve been wondering how do you feel?

𝙎𝙃𝙀

I wanna get lost in love with you.

And do all the things you want me to…

Caress your body, touch you softly.

Cuz boy I love you sooo…!

ℙ𝔸ℝ𝔼𝔻𝔼𝕌𝕏

The love we share is something so especial.

Estar contigo is all I wanna do every night.

Ever since el primer dia, the first day…!

I knew we`d last foreva if I had it my way.

So the days go on, no hago otra cosa, but dream!

About the moments our hearts.

Will come closa.

Holding tu mano, and your face tan bonita, never met another young lady… Señorita.

And that is why I gotta say that you`re the best.

A million and one ways just to express.

Mi amor, I know that we will be togetha, so sing to me baby and sing foreva…!

𝙎𝙃𝙀

I wanna be with you always.

Together forever `till our ending days.

Hold me baby don`t let go.

Making love like never before.

ℙ𝔸ℝ𝔼𝔻𝔼𝕌𝕏

Making love in the night time.

Walks and romance…

I`m telling you hermosa…

My heart is in a trance.

They say that true love is so hard to find !

I thank the man up above…!

For making you mine.

Talking on the telephone sending you kisses.

A dozen of roses just to say that I am missing.

The warmth of your body right next to mine.

Eres tu la mejor like a toast of fine wine…

Out to the movies maybe sharing some ice cream.

Si estoy dormido, don`t wake me from my dream!

Todo lo que quiero, all I need is your affection.

My life was fine, but you brought perfection.

Now we sit here just holding hands.

Whispers in my ear tell me that I`ll be your man.

Today, mañana, in a paradise for two.

I feel the same way cuz I`m so in love with you.

𝙎𝙃𝙀

I love the way you make me feel.

My love for you is oh so real.

Embrace my body, touch me soflty.

Love me `till the morning…

ℙ𝔸ℝ𝔼𝔻𝔼𝕌𝕏

You know that love we share is just something so special…

The tenderness, I just don`t know what to say girl…

Would you sing to me?

One more time, like you did the last night.

LΩ∇Σ, PΔRΣDΣUX

ℝ𝕦𝕟𝕒𝕨𝕒𝕪 …

The day I wrote these words for you I cried…!

Could of died that day a happy and complete man.

Cuz in the palm of my hands.

Everything that I dreamed for and more…

And you know I’m down for yours.

Forever and life the reason why I made you my girl is because.

You see me for me the real me and love me unconditionally.

And even with the circumstances that I had you still gave me a chance.

And that’s why I live and breathe for you and the fids.

And you give me more than what this thing could ever give to me.

And now my life is satisfied and complete visions are coming true.

Yea of me and you placing rings on each others fingers saying “I do”…

You stuck with me through my thick and my thin to go back and live life over.

Again.

Nah this is my destiny it was worth the agony to get the ecstasy.

I never ever met a shorty that was quite like you.

And even though it was wrong I fell in love with you.

Now we sit here not really knowing what to do?

But I’m sure that you know I’ll give the world for you.

If I could runaway with you I wouldn’t even think twice.

I promise girl I’ll put it all on the line…

I know forever seems to be a long time.

But thats what I’m seeing when I look into your eyes.

And it don’t matter what your friends might say.

Cuz I know deep inside you feel the same way.

You could tell me what u want but I could read your mind.

So quit lying to yourself and put ya hand in mine.

I get excited everytime you come close.

And being right here with you is what I love the most.

So any time your feeling lonely inside.

We could runaway together and leave this world behind…

Waking up in the morning and your still not there…

Can’t we runaway and escape somewhere.

Missing your soft touch your lips next to mine.

Holdin up your hands as you look in my eyes.

What must of happened to the love we both felt inside…?

Emotions were strong and the feeling was right?

Now we don’t speak anymore you went your own way.

If thats what loves about then I was mislead.

Go ahead and take your time if thats what you need.

My loves for you forever my heart for you bleeds.

Things happen for a reason so I ask my self should I be strong.

And wait or move on to someone else.

I know you still love me I could feel it inside.

You always kept it real no games no lies.

If your ever feelin lonely feel the need to get away.

Call me up I’ll be there together we’ll run away girl.

We can runaway and spend some time…

I’ll always be the one right by your side…

Tell the whole world you belong to me…

You are my everything…

I wanna run away with you…

P.D.

𝕀 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕤𝕒𝕚𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕚 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕞𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕠𝕟…

𝔹𝕦𝕥 𝕀 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕔𝕒𝕟𝕟𝕠𝕥.

𝕄𝕪 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕕 𝕤𝕒𝕪𝕤… 𝙶𝚘 𝙰𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝙼𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝙾𝚗…

𝔹𝕦𝕥…

𝕄𝕪 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥𝕤… 𝚁𝚎𝚏𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚃𝚘 𝙻𝚎𝚝 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝙶𝚘…

𝕀’𝕞 𝕤𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕪 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕀 𝕔𝕒𝕟’𝕥…

April 4th, 2019 (Despairin’, Plaintive, Lachrymose Day)

𝔻𝔼ℕℕ𝕀ℤ𝔼

Seems like your heart stops workin’.
The minute they close the curtain.

You take off your mask.
And take off your costume.
And if anyone asks you’re.
Taking a smoke break, you….
Drinking some coffee.
But everyone knows what you’re doin’.

Seems like the bus moves slower.
Just ’cause you got somewhere to go, so…
You take a few pills in Beverly Hills.
But if anyone asks you’ve.
Got a prescription, you.
Got an addiction.
Who do you think that you’re foolin’?

𝙿𝙰𝚁𝙴𝙳𝙴𝚄𝚇

Er’body’s addicted to somethin’.

Er’body got a grip onto somethin’.

Even if it’s just to feel the response of appeal.

Maybe once, maybe twice.

Maybe hundreds of times.

Without it, it’s just harder to function at times.

You race to the bottom of every single bottle.

As if there was someone or somethin’ to find.

You struggle in your mind.

And you tell yourself lie after lie.

‘Til you get to the point where it’s no longer private.

The people that you work with notice the signs.

When you walk in the room it gets noticeably quiet.

So you break up the silence.

You say you’ve been at the gym.

But the way that you look, can’t blame on the diet.

So what you hidin’?

𝔻𝔼ℕℕ𝕀ℤ𝔼

John Doe….!

I just want the John I know.

Once you put the drugs on hold.

Maybe you could come back home.

John Doe…!

𝙿𝙰𝚁𝙴𝙳𝙴𝚄𝚇

I probably had too many things.

Smashed too many freaks.

Had too much to dri-….

I mean, had too much to drink.

Left the club, ended up in custody..

Random drug test, passed it luckily.

My girl broke up with me …?

I told her “Wait!

That’s just how you prevent it.

Well I ain’t no different, I loved all the money, the fame and the parties with beautiful women.

I spent so much time as a underground writer. ’cause I was afraid to succumb to the business.

And what I’d become.

But that what you’d judge you become.

The path with the greatest resistance.

That’s how the tables can turn, when they pivot and change your perspective and flip your entire position.

My whole life I’ve been dyin’ and wishin’ to live and experience everything possible.

When I told them my dreams, they just said… They ain’t logical, now I can see it, it’s optical.!

𝙉𝙤𝙩𝙚.

John Doe, is a name used to refer to a male whose identity is unknown.