Mysterious Love

As I lay here in the dark by your side.

You bring me great love, and I feel great pride.

For you, my darling, are my number one.

A tidal wave could approach and you’d still be my sun.

I’d protect you throughout.

No matter what.

Even at war.

I’d take a shot.

I’d take a bullet from the enemy’s gun.

Just to save you, my precious one.

You’re like a diamond in a million ways.

For a woman like you, every men prays.

Hard to find.

But close to my heart.

Mysteries aside.

Not just for the smart.

Deep in the ocean.

But standing on shore.

You’re determined you love me.

But I love you more.

OE, ᑭᗩᖇEEᑌ᙭

I’m Not The Same Person

She’s calls me
And she asks if we can ride bikes.
By the beach.
Then we’d go and bike til night.

But i wanna be alone.
And i don’t even pick up my phone.
The drugs got me you know.
You tell me how much we’ve grown.

And were growing at the speed of sound.
You thought nothings gonna bring us down.
But the drugs and i were bound.
To come across and find me somehow.

She ignores me.
She thinks that I’m a waste.
And i beg her
That I’m going to be okay.
She doesn’t believe in me anymore.
And then we grow apart and.
Life takes its place!

˩σиɛ, Ƥαяɛ∂ɛʋϰ

Do You Love Me Still ?

Through the years.

I have shed many tears.

I know it’s been awhile since we spoke.

But my heart is still broke.

I don’t know where all the pieces are.

I tried to pick them up, but it was too hard.

Everything inside of me died all at once.

Feeling as if I had no more love.

Not for myself.

Or anyone else.

And when there’s no love, there’s nothing.

You took all of that from me.

Maybe it wasn’t intended.

And we both pretended.

That we could care less.

But I have to confess.

That I do still care.

The feelings are still there.

The truth is in the eyes.

I looked in yours, you looked in mine.

I found what I needed to find.

What about you, did you see inside?

Maybe it’s all over between us.

But in my heart I can’t give up.

I can’t forget what we had before,

It could be that way once more.

We never know unless we try.

My feelings just refuse to die.

You can’t take what’s in my heart.

No matter what you do or who you are.

I’ve tried so many times.

To just say “goodbye”

Wishing I could, but I just can’t.

And I hope that you can understand.

I can’t forget the time we shared.

And how it just isn’t fair.

That it’s all gone.

And I must move on.

But i just can’t…

I just fucking miss you.

And sorry, but i just can’t forget about you, forget about us.

And its killing me inside.

P.D.

I’m afraid if I let go.

I’ll never really know.

If it could’ve been.

The way it was meant to be.

I CAN’T FORGET YOU,

The question is:CAN YOU FORGET ME?

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The Meaning of Life !

You keep on asking as if we’re blessed.

There are no answers for us to digest.

Man has no insight to the meaning of life.

It’s futile and destructive to even try.

Think about anything that comes in your head.

Then never forget one day you’ll be dead.

It’s hardly surprising that no one is sane.

The drugs and the booze the lies and the pain.

The reason for living is not found in a book.

It’s like having a dream but you never wake up.

It can’t be explained by sight or sound.

It’s magnificent and godlike, immense and profound.

It’s short and sweet it’s bitter and pure.

It offers you thrills but gives you no cure.

It’s bloody and quaint it’s violent and cruel.

It pretends to be saint but acts like a fool.

It rises in many and renders you weak.

It causes such heartache it’s coy and discrete.

It knows you will suffer before you give in…

It’s cunning and stunning and determined to win.

It shines like an angel it oozes with joy.

It’s willing and able to kill and destroy.

It moves off in silence then strikes like a snake.

God help all the ones who lie in its wake.

It’s confusing and baron and incredibly wise.

It’s intrusive and Aaron it laughs and it cries.

It pretends to be clean, when in fact it infects.

It’s rude and obscene and hard to detect.

It always reacts and never forgets.

It retains all its strength from the ones it protects.

It creates then dictates then destroys all that’s good.

It debates and dilates and feeds off your blood.

It’s rigid and torrid corrupt and in sane.

It thrives on emotion like anger and pain.

It lurks like a virus it’s patient and calm.

It’s willing and able with swagger and charm.

It comes out of nowhere with fire and gust.

It’s heartless and cold it’s bold and robust.

Nothing on earth can stand in its way.

It flatters and shatters and batters its prey.

So before you ask what’s the meaning of life.

Just remember my friend we’re dumb and so blind …

We’re specs on this earth of no consequence

We’re meaningless parasites an insignificance!

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I can’t Hate U still

I took all crucial decisions, keeping you in mind

Floating in the breeze of love, I was totally blind

Then you dumped me, and all things became clear

But, still I can’t hate you girl…

I sacrificed all my dreams, just for your sake

And, you always thought, all this was fake

You never realised my love, even being so near,

But, still I can’t hate you …..

I always tried to act like your dream boy,

And, you always took me as your baby toy,

But, even I had feelings, and my heart moaned ith sear,

But, still I can’t hate you …..

There is one thing I don’t know why,

I can’t control myself, whenever she cry

Though you didn’t loved me, all through these years,

You always got my hands, to wipe off your tears

But, still I can’t hate you ….

I can wait a lifetime, if only, I can be with you,

I am not able to love anyone, except you,

Though I have hurt myself, by loving you,

But, still I can never hate you….

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‘Tis all ‘bout ‘er

I see her every day.

But today, there is something special about her.

Something I haven’t seen before.

The glow on her face.

The twinkle in her eye.

The glitter on her cheek.

The secret in her smile.

And as I sit here, right in front of her.

I can’t take my eyes of her.

Her perfection has stunned my thoughts.

Looking at her makes my heart thunder.

Her sparkling glance makes my breaths shorten.

Every time we meet,

I feel as if we are meeting for the first time.

Butterflies swarm in my stomach.

The first look…

Where she is standing by the reception.

Noticing me – noticing her.

And then she smiles and my world stops.

There’s so much around me to look at.

But all I can see is her.

The way she smiles.

The way she laughs.

The face that she would make.

When she watches something emotional.

Flashing through her glasses.

Her soft tear would fall on her cheek.

I gently wipe her tears off.

And her cheeks go red, she blushes.

I smile.

Sometimes I really wonder.

Did I stand a chance to persuade her on my own?

What would have happened if she didn’t make the first move?

Maybe destiny does exist.

It does for me.

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Thinkin’ OutLoud

I’m writing this letter for a purpose. I would like to tell you some things before I marry you or before you become my girlfriend or even before I meet you. I would like to start this message by thanking you in advance. Thank you for choosing me out of the billions of men who are better and more handsome than me. I know that I never deserved somebody like you, and it’s kind of unfair for me because when we would be together, I know that we would look like beauty and the beast. You’d be beauty and I’d be beast.

Thank you for the patience that you will have with me for the next 10 to 70 years. I appreciate how you would make me smile and laugh and even cry at times. It wouldn’t be hard to be with me, because I beat a girl in terms of emotions. Thank you for being faithful with me. I just want you to know that I would not look for anyone else but you. You’re the one I am praying for every night before I go to sleep and every morning before you get up from bed.

It may not be my season yet to be in love. I promise you that I will wait. I will not rush anything with you. Forgive me if I wouldn’t give you flowers and chocolates for valentines while we are still students. I promise you that I will give you something more than that at the right time. I would reserve my hands for you, you and my mother will be the only women who would be able to grasp my very hands while walking. I would reserve myself for you. There would be lots of temptations, but beloved, I promise you that the only one who would control our relationship is God.

It would not be easy being with me. It will never be. But I thank you for choosing me. Forgive me if I can’t be as handsome as the celebrities you watch in movies. I may not be handsome, but I promise to love you with all I am until my final breath.

I’m Excited

I’m excited to be your boyfriend and experience butterflies in my stomach whenever I’m with you.

I’m excited to give you gifts every occasion.

I’m excited to text you the words “I love you” every morning.

I’m excited to see you walking on the altar.

I’m excited to hear the words “You may kiss the bride”

I’m excited to be your husband.

I’m excited to forestall you in waking up just to cook for you.

I’m excited to have dogs (we’ll name them Bacon and Goya)

I’m excited to start a family with you.

I’m excited to roam the world with you.

But while our story is not yet clashing to each other in the Book, my excitement would not stop me from waiting. I will wait for you. I promise. I love you.

Your Future Husband

P.D.

I know that it wasn’t easy going through the tides of life. It will never be easy. You might find yourself looking for someone who would fulfil the emptiness that you would feel inside. It is my strongest hope that you won’t entertain anyone who would try to take your heart. I would like you to focus on your studies at this point. I know that studying could sometimes be boring or somewhat hard, but I trust you with this one. You can do it.

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