The Dead Inside me

Disarm you with a smile.

And cut you like you want me to.

Cut that little child.

Inside of me and such a part of you. The years burn…!

I used to be a little boy.

So old in my shoes.

And what I choose is my voice…

What’s a boy supposed to do?

“The killer in me is the killer in you…

Father …

I send this smile over to you.

Disarm you with a smile.

And leave you like they left me here.

To wither in denial.

The bitterness of one who’s left alone…!

“The most important thing a father can do for his children is: To love their mother”



My Paradox (Just A Friend)

Have you ever met a girl that you tried to date.

But a year to make love she wanted you to wait.

Let me tell ya a story of my situation…!

I was talkin’ to this girl from the U.S. nation.

The way that I met her was on stage at a concert.

She had long hair and a short miniskirt.

I just got me drippin’, pourin’ with sweat.

I was walkin’ through the crowd and guess who I met.

I whispered in her ear, “Come to the picture booth. So I can ask you some questions to see if you are a hundred proof.”

I asked her her name, she said “blah-blah-blah”

She had 9/10 pants and a very big bra.

I took a couple of flicks and she was enthused.

I said, “How do you like the show?”

She said, “I was very amused.”

I started throwin’ bass, she started throwin’ back mid-range.

But when I sprung the question, she acted kind of strange.

Then when I asked, “Do ya have a man?” she tried to pretend…

She said, “No I don’t, I only have a friend.”

Come on!! I’m not even goin’ for it !

This is what I’m goin’ say…

You… You got what I need… But you say he’s just a friend. And you say he’s just a friend…!

So I took blah-blah’s word for it at this time.

I thought just havin’ a friend couldn’t be no crime.

‘Cause I have friends and that’s a fact…

Like Agnes, Agatha, Germaine, and Jack.

Forget about that, let’s go into the story…

About a girl named “blah-blah-blah” that adored me!

So we started talkin’, gettin’ familiar.

Spendin’ a lot of time so we can build up,

A relationship or some understanding.

I was gonna be in the future we was plannin’ .

Everything sounded so dandy and sweet

I had no idea I was in for a treat.

After this was established, everything was cool.

The party was over and she went back to school.

I called every day to see how she was doin’ .

Every time that I called her it seemed somethin’ was brewin’ !

I called her room, a guy picked up, and then I called again…

I said, “Yo, who was that?” “Oh, he’s just a friend”

Don’t gimme that… Don’t ever gimme that

Jus’ bust this…

So I came to her college on a surprise visit.

To see my girl that was so exquisite.

It was a school day, I knew she was there.

The first semester of the school year.

I went to a gate to ask where was her dorm.

This guy made me fill out a visitor’s form.

He told me where it was and I was on my way.

To see my baby doll, I was happy to say.

I arrived in front of the dormitory.

Yo! could you tell me where is door three?

They showed me where it was for the moment.

I didn’t know I was in for such an event.

So I came to her room and opened the door.

Oh, snap! Guess what I saw?

A fella tongue-kissin’ my girl in the mouth.

I was so in shock my heart went down south.

So please listen to the message that I say…

“Don’t ever talk to a girl who says she just has a friend.”





One word can spark a moment.

One flower can wake the dream.

One tree can start a forest.

One bird can herald Spring.

One smile can bring a friendship.

One handclasp can lift a soul.

One star can guide a ship at sea.

One cheer can obtain a goal.

One vote can change a Nation.

One sunbeam can lift a room.

One candle wipes out darkness.

One laugh will conquer gloom.

One look can change two lives.

One kiss can make love bloom.

One step must start each journey.

One word must start each prayer.

One hope can raise our spirits.

One touch can show you care.

One voice can speak with wisdom.

One heart can know what’s true.

One life can make a difference.

One life is me and you…


If Only …

If I could turn back time.

You wouldn’t have this broken heart.

If I could turn back time.

None of this would have had a start.

If I could turn back time.

I’d take back all of those tears you cried for so long.

If I could turn back time.

I would have made sure you were ready for this, and made sure you were strong.

If I could turn back time.

None of us would be growing apart.

If I could turn back time.

Your heart wouldn’t have felt like it was shot with a dart.

If I could turn back time.

That kid would never had made such a big mistake.

If I could turn back time.

All this crap, you wouldn’t have to take.

If I could turn back time.

I would take back all of the mean things I said.

If I could turn back time.

I wouldn’t have cried every night before I went to bed.

If I could turn back time.

I would have smiled more and cried less.

If I could turn back time.

I wouldn’t be in this mess.

If I could turn back time.

I’d make sure this time everyone got their way.

If I could turn back time.

Everything would be so perfect today


A Time To Believe …

To believe is to know that, every day is a new beginning.

Is to trust that miracles happen, and dreams really do come true.

To believe is to see angels, dancing among the clouds.

To know the wonder of a stardust sky and the wisdom of the man in the moon.

To believe is to know the value of a nurturing heart.

The innocence of a child’s eyes and the beauty of an aging hand, for it is through their teachings we learn to love.

To believe is to find the strength and courage that lies within us.

When it’s time to pick up the pieces and begin again.

To believe is to know we are not alone,

That life is a gift and this is our time to cherish it.

To believe is to know that wonderful surprises are just waiting to happen.

And all our hopes and dreams are within reach.

If only we believe…