Just Her

Because I love her,

I will work neath the sun;

I will be the breadwinner,

Getting the nice job done.

Because I love her,

I’ll be loyal and kind;

Ignoring temptation,

Never leave her behind.

Because I love her,

I’ll warm her in the rain;

I won’t be cruel and brutal,

I’ll never cause her pain.

Because I love her,

I will give her no harm;

I’ll always let her feel

My embrace sweet and warm.

Because I love her,

She deserves due respect;

I’ll understand her fault,

For no one’s born perfect.

Because I love her,

I won’t let her get tired;

I’ll help her carry the load,

Since time has not expired.

Because I love her,

I’ll shield her all the time;

I’ll keep her safe and sound,

During the vilest clime.

Because I love her,

Hers is small discretion;

So I will make it sure,

There’s no big decision.

Willing to suffer even if I

Succumb to wear and tear;

I’ll go with her to a grocery store,

Yes, because I love her.

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Happy International Women’s Day !

All nice words and wish,

R-ecorded in my rhyme;

T-wenty-second day of March, they come to you on time.

A-ll nice words and wish.

S-ay about greeting and regard;

U-sing this opportunity,

N-eglecting the time so hard.

C-omposed verse of mine

I-s here to let sadness vanish;

O-ne ode that can express

N-ice words and wish.


Letter 2 my Unborn Child …

To my unborn child.. in case I don’t make it.

Just remember daddy loves you.

Now ever since my birth, I’ve been cursed since I’m born to wild…

In case I never get to holla at my unborn child.

Many things learned in prison, blessed and still livin’….!

Tryin’ to earn every penny that I’m gettin’, and reminiscin’.!

To the beginnin’ of my mission.!

When I was conceived, and came to be in this position.

My momma was a Panther loud, single parent but she proud.

When she witnessed baby boy rip a crowd…

To school, but I dropped out, and left the house.

‘Cause my mama say I’m good for nothin’, so I’m out.

Since I only got one life to live, God forgive me for my sins.

Let me make it and I’ll never steal again, or deal again.

My only friend is my misery.

Wantin’ revenge for the agony they did to me.

See my life ain’t promised but it’ll sure get better.

Hope you understand my love letter, to my unborn child…

Seems so complicated to escape fate.

And you can never understand ’til we trade places.

Tell the world I feel guilty to bein anxious.

Ain’t no way in hell, that I could ever be rapist.

It’s hard to face this, cold world on a good day.

When will they let the little kids in the hood play?

I got shot five times but I’m still breathin’…!

Livin’ proof there’s a God if you need a reason.

Can I believe in my own fate.

Will I raise my kids in the right, or the wrong way?

Dear mama I’m a man now…!

I want to make it on my own, not a handout.

Make way for a whirlwind prophesied…

I want to go in peace.. when I gotta die…

On these cold streets, ain’t no love, no mercy, and no friends…

In case you never see my face again…

Dear Lord can you hear me, tell me what to say.

To my unborn seed in, case I pass away.

Will my child get to feel love.

Or are we all just cursed to be street thugs? Cause bein’ black hurts.

And even worse if you speak first.

Livin’ my life as an Outlaw, what could be worse?

‘Cause maybe if I tried to change.

Who I’m kiddin’ I’ma thug ’til I die, I’m a rider Mayne.

Touch bases, eat lunch at plush places.

Regular criminal oasis awaits us.

If there’s a ghetto for true thugs, I’ll see you there.

And I’m sorry for not bein there.

Just know your daddy was a soldier, me against the world.

Bless the boys, and all my little girls.

To the Lord I’m eternal, restin in peace.

Please take care of all my seeds, to my unborn child.!

This letter goes out to.to the seeds that I might not get to see.

‘Cause of this lifestyle.

Just know that your daddy loves you, got nuttin’ but love for you.

All I wanted was for you have a better life than I did.

That’s why I was out here on a twenty-four hour 365 grind.

When you get to be my age you’ll understand

Just know I got love for you.

And I’ll see you up there in the ghetto heaven.

‘Cause ghetto heaven gotta be there take care.

Run wild, but be smart.

Follow the rules of the game.

I know that sometimes it’s confusin’..!

The rules of the game is gonna get you through it, all day everyday.

Watch out for these snakes and fakes, friends comin’ down the way…!

I’m writing you a letter…

This is to my unborn child..!

Want to let you know I love you.

Love you, if you didn’t know I feel this way.

How I, think about you every day…

I have so much to say….!

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Leave Me Alone …!

I heard you told your friends that I’m just not your type…

If that’s how you really feel, then why’d you call last night?

You say all I ever do is just control your life.

But how you gonna lie like that, how you gonna lie like that?

I heard you said I ain’t the type for you!

I don’t regret it though, I learned from it.

They should have you locked up for all the time you stole from us.

Took you out when I had no money.

Only person that you ever cared about was you, that’s why it’s so funny!

You want somebody that’ll keep you warm at night, then tell me, why you actin’ cold to me?

You ain’t the only one to blame, no?

I’m the one that made you rich when I bought every lie you sold to me…

I heard you threw away the pictures.

But you still got the memories of us, so I guess that don’t really make a difference!

Flippin’ through ’em in your head.

Got you texting me all hours any night.

You told me that you needed distance.

What’s the deal with you?

You say you want a man that keeps it real.

Then why you mad when I get real with you?

You want someone to pay the bills for you.

Went from feelin’ you, now I feel for you, liar?

Look, let me guess, you want to stay friends?

Tellin’ people that’s how we been?

Tellin’ everybody, that we was barely speakin’ .

All this kinda funny, why’d you call me every day then?

It’s immaturity, you goin’ off the deep end…

You just want somebody you can chill and get some drinks with, cool ?

Then don’t hit me on the weekend, tellin’ me,

You missed the way we talked and how I listen.

Why you playin’ with my mind, huh?

Why you playin’ with my time, huh?

Told me we should let it go and put it all behind us…?

That’s what I did, now you askin’ me what I done?

I was waitin’ for this day, I saw it comin’ .

I think you just like attention, tryna tell me all your problems.

I got issues of my own, I ain’t got time for all this drama.

You told me that you don’t really wanna talk, then why you callin’, huh?

Biatch, tell me how you gon’ lie like that ?


Just Wait


Don’t leave me

Where you going?

Why you leaving?

I can’t lose you.

God I need You!

And don’t you love me?

Guess you don’t want me!

We back and forth, yeah, this ain’t working, this ain’t working.

Love ain’t perfect, love ain’t perfect…

I’m holding on to pieces of us.

That I just can’t let go.

I know this is a desperate kind of love…

But it feels like it’s home.

Where you going?

I’m holding on to pieces of us.

Cause I just can’t let go.


What you thinking?

Where’s your mind at?

Don’t you miss us?

Cause you don’t call that.

Are you happy?

Are you smiling?

Girl what happened?

Cause I am dying…

We don’t wanna have a conversation!

We don’t wanna think about it, we wanna just fake it…

We just wanna act like everything is great.

Go back to the day watchin’ movies in the basement…

And the problem is now I’m feeling like everything is changed…

And I’m trying to make a livin’ on the music!

But I feel like every time I look at you I’m in a place…

It’s hard to be the man of the house when you ain’t gotta house (I hate this)

It’s complicated…

We don’t wanna talk, it’s complicated…

I’m sitting in the hotel room like, “Why?”

Call your phone and apologize..

There’s gotta be a way we can make this right…

We can make this right…