Its not that i don’t like you, i moved away cause i don’t trust myself around you no more.
I’ve seen the beauty in you and i don’t want to stain it.
You see i have a past thicker than the night and a demon that just cant stay at bay.
Like someone hooked on cigarettes i have a hunger that only seems to grow since our first encounter.
Around you am like a child who doesn’t know stop or an alcoholic close to alcohol, i cant always restrain myself.
I don’t trust myself around you no more.
You’ve become like the air i breath i cant have enough of you, i keep craving for more.
Your kisses and caresses are no longer enough for me,
they have become the fuel to the desire within.
All i think of is getting you alone, succumbing to my basic instincts and redefining the fifty shades of grey.
Its not that i don’t like you i just don’t trust myself around you no more.!