Paralyzed

I’m scared to live but I ain’t scared to die either. And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago. But it’s still alive! And it’s taking over me – where am I? I wanna feel something, I’m numb inside But I feel nothing, I wonder why? And on the race of life time passes by!

Look….!!!!

I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets.Waves come crashing over me but I just watch ’em. I just watch ’em. I’m under water but I feel like I’m on top of it. I’m at the bottom and I don’t know what the problem is? I’m in a box But I’m the one who locked me in. Suffocating and I’m running out of oxygen.

When did I become so numb?

When did I lose myself?

All the words that leave my tongue!

Feel like they came from someone else!

I’m paralyzed

Where are my feelings?

I no longer feel things.

I know I should.

I’m paralyzed.

Where is the real me?

I’m lost and it kills me – inside

I’m paralyzed.

When did I become so cold?

When did I become ashamed?

Where’s the person that I know?

They must have left With all my faith.

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