I’m scared to live but I ain’t scared to die either. And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago. But it’s still alive! And it’s taking over me – where am I? I wanna feel something, I’m numb inside But I feel nothing, I wonder why? And on the race of life time passes by!
I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets.Waves come crashing over me but I just watch ’em. I just watch ’em. I’m under water but I feel like I’m on top of it. I’m at the bottom and I don’t know what the problem is? I’m in a box But I’m the one who locked me in. Suffocating and I’m running out of oxygen.
When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the words that leave my tongue!
Feel like they came from someone else!
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things.
I know I should.
Where is the real me?
I’m lost and it kills me – inside
When did I become so cold?
When did I become ashamed?
Where’s the person that I know?
They must have left With all my faith.